Sarah was surprised to see Phil’s scooter parked in front of her parents’ house. “What are you doing here at my parents’ house? Do you know I’m coming today?” Intensely, she thought to herself, but she couldn’t deny the fact that she felt so happy.
Though she was feeling nervous and excited, she managed to carefully park her red Matador Mica-2-Door-Lexus convertible behind Phil’s Honda Silver Wings-Scooter, which he told her several weeks ago he borrowed from his bank and paid for. at around $175.00 a month.
I couldn’t wait to see it. She hurried out of her car and pulled out her house key and went inside.
He opened the front door of the house holding his breath and maintaining a normal composition. She saw him sitting on her couch. She smiled at him. Phil, who looked like Brad Pitt except he had light gray eyes, a tan complexion, and dark hair, wore his faded blue jeans and black leather boots. She was glad to see him in the red Lacoste shirt she’d bought him for his first Valentine’s Day. His head turned in her direction when she opened the door as if he really was prepared for his arrival.
Phil immediately got up and walked towards her feeling so happy to see her. Her face actually lifted. He saw Sarah in her favorite signature fashion dress of hers, as usual. She wore nude Gucci 2-inch glass-soled sandals and a simple Chanel A-line sleeveless minidress in emerald green silk fabric to match her green eyes. Sarah’s face flushed red as Phil gently kissed her right cheek and hugged her. They held each other for like 60 seconds, feeling so comfortable, like they were both home at last.
But Sarah broke the silence, “How are you ‘beille?” as she withdrew from his embrace and took her hands instead. Phil was speechless as she smiled at him and looked deep into his green eyes that now shone like jade. He stared at her now glowing face.
In tenths of a second they kissed…
Phil and Sarah loved each other. They were both in love with each other. But Phil felt that he couldn’t give Sarah any luxury that he would have needed for her life. He was sure that she deserved better. He believed that love would not be enough to be happy, because he thought that without money, love would always fail. He was afraid that Sarah would leave him if he couldn’t live up to what he thought Sarah would have expected of him.
Phil was just a trainee writer at a local Chicago newspaper. His income was barely enough for him. He wasn’t strong enough to fight for his love because of his situation. So instead he asked Sarah to leave him and find another man who he thought Sarah would love and fit in with, if not more, but at least equal to Sarah’s status in her life. .
Sarah, a PhD. The title holder understood Phil. She thought that he wasn’t just ready to commit to her or maybe he wasn’t really interested in her. If so, she thought it would be better to let it go. But whatever the reason behind it, she knew he was the man for her.
They both knew they loved each other, but decided to end it.
They kissed sweetly with the enormous love they felt for each other. They both felt that if it was just a dream, then they wouldn’t want to wake up anymore. Neither of them wanted, wanted to end their kissing.
But it was only an illusion. Undoubtedly, they stood hand in hand, facing each other and motionless in the stillness of the day air. Both felt and could tell each other’s thoughts by heart. Oh, he needed me back, Sarah mused and hugged him again.
She hugged him fast this time, but hard. A tear fell on Sara’s cheek. She felt the love from her. She missed him a lot. She had never felt that way with any man she was in a relationship with, not even Daniel. She knew it all the time, even from the moment they both decided to separate.
She then walked away and said with bright eyes and a bushy tail, “Wow! Look at you, still my beau gosse! You look so great! I miss you!” But before Phil could say a word, he pretended to be looking for his mom and dad.
“Mom, dad, I’m home!” With her left hand, she grabbed Phil’s right hand and whispered softly, “Come with me.” Phil walked with her down the hall from the kitchen. He was speechless. She imagined and wanted to feel the warmth of her lips on his as she hugged him tightly and held her soft body close to him. He loved her deeply, but he was able to tell her why she was there at her parents’ house.
“There you two”, so you talked? Her mom asked them both and Sarah let go of Phil’s hand and gave her mom and dad hugs and kisses from her. “Yeah, a little, but Phil hasn’t talked much yet.” She smiled at Phil.
“Okay, come on guys, let’s start our food, I’m hungry,” their father cheerfully ordered them to start digging. “Bon appetit,” Phil smiled and joined them.
Phil and Sarah decided to have their coffee on the terrace. Sarah led Phil to the upper deck. His coffee was already ready on the table when they arrived. “Hmmm, I love the smell of fresh coffee,” Sarah said to Phil as she excitedly gazed down at the ground from the terrace, where she saw her Lexus and Phil’s scooter parked safely outside.
Phil, who was behind her, gently supported her waist with both hands. He moved her body closer to her back and wrapped her hands now around her waist so that Sarah could have rested the back of her head on her chest. They enjoyed the moment for a while and then, “‘beille, tell me, what brought you here?” Phil released her and sat down at the coffee table. ‘”Come here love. Let’s drink our coffee now, while it’s still hot.”
“I know you always spent Saturdays with your parents. So I thought this is the best time to talk to you. I know we chat online every week, but I feel like I have to see you. It’s different having us together.” in the flesh,” said Phil as he poured his and hers a cup of hot coffee. After drinking their coffee, they both loved to eat chocolate afterwards. So they were both joking and laughing when they realized they finished all the chocolate chips on the plate. They were both funny and loved to talk about anything they wanted to. And then Phil gently cupped her hands on the table and broke the news to her.
“I found a girl,” he tried to say the words in a way that wouldn’t sound bad to her. But he knew that he would hurt her. Sarah just stared at him and smiled, “Well, I’m glad… when did this happen? How did you meet her? Is this a serious relationship?” She did her best to be okay with the news. She thought, “Well, I can’t blame him, he needed a girl with him, but was this the real reason he broke up with me? I have to ask him.
“Do you love her? Did you meet her before you suggested we break up?” She told him this in a cold manner. “No, it’s not what you think, and I just thought you better know. But I told her I’ll be close to you, and she has no choice in the matter. I’ll stay the same. We still will.” keep in contact. There’s no need to change,” Phil assured him.
Sarah looked at his face full of curiosity and would like to ask him, “When we broke up, you told me that you weren’t the man for me… so do you think and feel that you are the man for this girl?” ?”, but before he could let go, Phil told her this with both hands still holding hers on the table: “I know this is hard for both of us, it’s not just you who are hurting, I’m hurt too.”
Sarah couldn’t deny that she was really hurt. She tried not to cry. She wouldn’t like him to see her cry. But her green eyes that shone like jade a while ago, turned pale and tense, “I hope we made the right decision to let go. I care about us a lot. Our past is not the same as our future. We are the source of all our emotions. We are the ones who create them. We can even feel the way we choose at any time. And yes, I understand that our situation hurt us both, but we don’t need any special reason to feel it. We can just decide to feel good right now , just because we’re alive, just because we have each other, just because we want to… And I want you to know that when that time comes, we’ll both be ready and still available, I trust that we’ll know what to do. We love each other.” .
Sarah is not only a psychiatrist but a very optimistic woman. She was quick to shake off her sadness and did her best to be nice. Phil admires her for being this calm and understanding person that she is, so when she took Phil’s hands and said, “‘beille, it’s our beliefs that make our lives good or bad, ungrateful or happy, rich or poor ….so no matter what happens in our life right now, we have to be able to believe that “This too shall pass”, and if we keep persisting, we will find a way”, with these words, I would easily say feel the comfort and the care he needed.
“I know love, I know, and it’s my wish… it’s just that I believe, I need more time to grow and have more strength to meet and discover more of what I really wanted in my life… ..” Phil stood up. He reached for his lips. He kissed her affectionately. “I have to go now honey, I’ll always be with you, don’t worry.”
As soon as Phil started to walk downstairs, Sarah stood up and said, “Beille, wait!” her as she grabbed Phil to look at her. Phil didn’t think twice, but he immediately hugged her and gently took Sarah’s face with both hands and wanted to kiss her. But Sarah moved her lips to her right ear and whispered softly, “Go then, my love, and grow up fast… I’m here to support you… I trust you will begin to gather strength now.” and be the kind of man you want me to have… I have faith in you. I’m proud that you have these thoughts and feelings for me.”
Then, she looked up at his face and smiled, “Okay, ‘beille, go ahead and do whatever it takes to achieve. But don’t ever ask me to leave you again, because I won’t…I believe in our love.” and I choose us…”
Phil didn’t say a word, but held her closer to him and kissed her passionately. This time, she kissed him back… a kiss they both really needed. He didn’t like leaving her, but he wanted to let her feel his love for her.
His kisses were strong and steamy now. His love and passion for each other was so powerful that now they were both too weak to stop it. Phil moved to bring Sarah’s back against the wall, near the hallway on the other side of the terrace. They embraced erotically together. They were both now in tune with their love for each other. They joined their bodies in passion and danced together in perfect rhythm.
But those were only in their thoughts that would have happened at that time, if they had let it. Instead, his spirit rises.
She waved at him from the terrace as he got ready on his scooter. Her gaze covered the scene as they both gave each other their flying kisses. They were both happy. Speechless. They both felt and knew for themselves that their love for each other was ONE.
Sarah watched him walk away until he was out of sight. She just stood there on the terrace.
He caught himself and thought that he was trying to speak to his soul: “Now I know what I really wanted in my life.” She took a deep breath and exhaled. She looked at the sky and smiled…
